..::You::..

You anger me.
You help me.
You make me happy.
You make me laugh.
You make me smile.
You make me cry.
You make me hate you.
You make me hate me…for not being able to truly hate you.
You make me feel everything.
You make me want to do anything.
You make me see brightness.
You make me see darkness.
You know what to say.
You know what NOT to say.
You piss me off.
You confuse me.
You toy with me.
You sometimes hate me.
You might even love me.
You make me feel mature.
You make me feel young.
You remind me of the past.
You remind me of your touch.
You make me wish for your kisses.
You make me wonder of the future.
You make me question how I truly feel.
You make me second guess my thoughts.
You show me that fear hits us all.
You explain how life is not easy.
You make me crave everything.
You make me desire you.

Everything I stated above there is one thing that is consistent. How you are the one to do everything to me. But I have not only come to the conclusion now, but I know these things I must push aside. You…you alone are my “one that got away.” And if that is how it is forever to be…then I am just going to have to live with that. But please know, and please understand, I love you. Always have…always will, and will forever want to be with you. But until you want to be with me, I will always hold that sacred place in my heart for you only. No one will be able to touch that place but you. I can not explain why I love you after all you have done…or after all the fights…but I do. I see something in you that no one else does. And I hope one day you see that. And by the way…

You make me love you.